Happy Imbolc, backups, diary entry, Creole, Undertakers, Silatur, Elias and some other things related to spice.

Happy Imbolc, backups, diary entry, Creole, Undertakers, Silatur, Elias and some other things related to spice.

Weekly diary entry is at the very end of this post, the rest are backups from Mastodon.

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🟢 January 26, Friday

Friday.
Woke up relatively OK ( meaning 1 pizza w/ everything, some sad fictional fries & a few buybacks FNR).
Money has been returned to my account this morning, so I will probably nix that bank 1st thing Monday.

Mastodon changed web appearance a little bit, it looks good.
Besides web, I use Tusky as my primary mobile app. So far it’s the best for me. I don’t like official Mastodon app and I don’t use a desktop app, when I can have everything in browser and it works just fine.

I finally put together some sort of a speech for Esme. She is ruminating to take on a younger man and possibly have a healthy and productive life.
Her story: she was taken from her biological parents at the early age, traumatized and instead of motherly love received punishments and placed on medications when entering a puberty. That can mess anyone’s brain chem, luckily I have herbs for EVERYTHING. I gave her a few simple teas for seemingly unrelated issues, and her behavior is changing.

Cool color idea - turquoise.
It can be made into anything, and a super cool combination is turquoise with pale brown/gold elements.
Basically, the most epic thing ever.

Me, when I think about that super serious GIANT exercise thingy…

🟢 January 27, Saturday

Saturday.
Staying home to take care of some things.
Webcam continuous recording on ducky resort shows mild weather, sun and snow melting, so no hurry there.

I think I will install webcams and meteo on my page, stuff like that. Maybe some other things too.

Probably deleting HenHouse, it’s sewing circles tossing jelly in comments, & shilling stuff I dislike. Pinterest has better visuals and posters, and no unwanted pretzels.
Any comment about low effort just disregard completely. It’s just jelly, we liked it all very much, last year too, and that’s from some who enjoy an actual presentation.
About Nutella, that was fine, people who come up with stupid stuff like that are pure evil, and isolated they would unalive each other in under a month.

🟢 January 28, Sunday

Sunday.
Coffee urgent.

Other people in morning are articulated and look cute, I drop things and look like this…

Pumpkin admitted that we need some fish in our diet, so today is roast, and tomorrow we are going to the fish market. Before that, I’ll need to buy a gas mask for her.
So, this week will be a different tune for our menu - fish, crabs, squids, and some chicken.
I expect riots. My folks despise all of that.
So, I will need all my imagination and super cool culinary aesthetics to make food palatable for them.

Sil stopped smacking my online accounts and the bank needs a month to verify the theft. After receiving no feedback, Sil returned to Esme, again supporting her attachments, taunting her, and feeding off misery.
It sounds almost unreal to me, but he emailed me word by word like Esme. They are talking. I made a few corrections, to discourage her behavior, turn her gears into overdrive, and create a fabulous bait. The dungeon is green.

Sam warned me against oversharing. The issue is not in sharing but how.

Random spontaneous recordings are a giant pain to edit and take time. I tried audio files, Mastodon has an awesome sound upload.
I installed Audacity and Audio Converter, but it was a sheer disaster to edit, far worse than videos; high-pitched voices, cracks, and breaks = just no.

So, instead, I will stage record short audios, I’ll be better.

🟢 January 29, Monday

Monday!
Time to get my ducks all fancy and fuzzballs all messy, hahahaha.
Anywayssss….

Day started with a giant coffee and humoristic intro : my familiar fuzzball Muffin Esme being all drunk on wire, fun never stops here.

BTW, I filled all requests in previous days, & packages I guess survived till destination. I don’t hear complaints.

I’ll be complaining myself, because today I’m starting The Protocol, everything in a book for diet, fitness: the whole slew of upgrades.

I like all new posters. That reminds me, I should be working on posters for .eu website, &work on $.

Yesterday I had another shitshow. Sil is not giving up. He tried to log into my MS with mail that I don’t even use for that. But I’m using it for other things. If I take down that email, www would implode, I have so much. I know it is bad, but I’ve been here for a very long time.
Anyway, I made myself new accounts yesterday, as seen, so I think it would be best to start deleting stuff and taking relevant elsewhere.

I’ll be watching older movies, &when I do, it’s just a movie, no hidden meaning, it’s what I like at the moment. Same with music, or books; I’ll finish Children of Time soon for example.
My reading list is now featured on my blog.
I don’t obscure hidden messages with a pile of books or movies. &I’m fine with everything, it’s perfectly OK.
I like extra job w/ requests &packages, it’s enjoyable. It doesn’t take much of my time & it wasn’t demanding at all. It was perfect.

Green slop is potatoes, cauliflower and spirulina, olives, olive oil, lemon and cheepest crap of fish out there, sprat . I call them sea flies, because everything besides plancton eats them. The whole thing disappeared in 2 minutes, bones and heads included. Also, I drank all supplements after this.
Next food tomorrow. With better fish I hope.

Fish from now on canceled. It didn’t go well, it was swimming the whole day . I started exercising. That also didn’t go well. Anyways, tomorrow is new day.

🟢 January 30, Tuesday

Woke up in 2:20am, nice, can’t ask for more . 🤣

Endurance exercise yesterday:
Morning: 3 hours &12k steps in one shot, w/ boots, ofc.
Afternoon 10 series of 10 crunches &squat holds up to minute, after each series a few yoga poses to stretch.
After crunches - child, cow-cat, triangle, cobra, &after holds - trees, warrior &frw bends variations. &I played with dumbbells a bit.
It took me 4 hours to complete w/ 15 minutes rest in between each series.
Total time of activity 7 hours. Nothing soars today, so I can add more.

🟢 January 31, Wednesday

Woke up in 3am. Can we discuss a fact that a planet is round and has time zones.
Also, Great White Hunter opened a season on Jouw Moeder this morning.
Otherwise, everything else is ok.
Exercise as planned, food was bland, job meh and I was sleepy pretty much the whole day.

Exercise, pretty much the same like a day before, so endurance: 5 series of 20 crunches + same for half-curls,. Each series squat holds up to minute, and yoga to stretch.
It felt different.
I found a few muscles that I can’t stretch, ends up in cramp, so I will work on that today, plus add a few things.

I didn’t post anything about food yesterday, because there is nothing interesting to post: it was only mashed potatoes, eggs and fried onions, a chunk of cheese and a hot sauce. Plus supplements.
I have no idea how many cals is that, I had 2 apples and tea in the afternoon. And now I am hungry as a wolf.

I didn’t post about anything else either, because I was sleepy. We gave up half way into a second movie yesterday, and I fell asleep like a bag of potatoes.

Any cheat/extra food, or my single meal is it?
My metabolism and nutrient turn around time is faster, so if I don’t have enough that is a failure in calculation. I usually manage to cover everything properly, and try not to exhaust my supply with more activities that I can afford for a day. In the case that it is not enough, anything I can find is just fine.
If nothing available at the moment, I will start stooping for little rodents, lol.

Finally made something fun to eat; chicken drum shaped into patty with ground walnut, carob, sesame, flax (ground flax was a mistake, it doesn’t taste good!!), psyllium, and eggs. Leeks and onions caramelized with honey, chunk of cheese, sauce and potatoes. I ate one patty, it is size of my palm, and I didn’t finish potatoes. It was too much. Well, whatever was/is in support batch must have been/be amazing. Would be nice to see it.

🔴 February 1, Thursday

I (was) woke(n) up too early again. I mean it was 2am something and I got up at 4am, because what’s the point… If nothing else, this time it was entertaining. Show was wonderful like always. Additional content in continuation. For now all of this looks cool and polished, but that all holds water while Muffin and all the others are dripping spice like a poached egg. When spice stops flowing, which won’t happen for a very long time I hope, I will resort to other methods. I am satisfied myself with all of this, no complains whatsoever. I would just like to sleep normal hours. So, let’s not wake me up every day in 2am, unless you are exploring how to better go on my nerves, and I know why you are so adamant to be included an each and every day. I know that you are suspecting how I am getting most of the juice for myself, which is an absolutely correct conclusion. Without any fake modesty, I have no issue of hogging an entire daily inflow for myself. I know that now you are thinking how I am a total swine for doing so, but you are not exactly getting the crumbs either. I am absolutely covering my end of a bargain. Plus, once again, I am not the one who got us into this fucking mess, you stupid cunt. Also, I am starting to like you.

Yes, it crossed my mind, this spice thing is one reason why Silatur was so interested, but he didn’t know exactly how to do it. There are ways. I doubt he didn’t notice, and Elias pointed me at the news about Silatur who recently had a major financial crisis. So, aside being plain disgusting, he also had another motive for trying to summon me back. After a disaster he stopped emailing me, so I am hoping I will no longer need to delete my old social accounts or nuke my old emails, and I hope he believes that either I am permanently gone or hates my guts enough to stay away.

My assumption is that he will try to contact you. Let’s not use names, we can hear things. You can’t miss him, he is rather big and usually carries his mini me. Avoid like a plague.

Exercise yesterday? Basically nothing, I was stretching and that was it. Too tired to do anything useful.

Around 6pm I was so tired and hardly could keep my eyes open, I went to bed around 8pm. I felt no hunger, so I assume that part was properly covered.

For entertainment I watched a few movies this week and had some fun with Esme. And with others in Creole club.

The another club was established. They rummage through the graveyards in hope of finding anything to poke own eyes out with. Now we know which club of admirers are undertakers ( or not). Congratulations. Red was spot on; if wanted to provoke cramps, because it looks like a menstruation.

What was I doing? I fed those unpatched mattresses with metric tones of shit. I don’t do anything in little amount. Every single doubt and personal insecurity involved, accessorized, and intensified. If you wonder why some of them had their madness pushed into an overdrive, and only them seeing things that don’t exist, now you can put a finger on a culprit. You can preorder special features if interested. It won’t make their existence any different.

It was very fun by the way. I need something lively like that to relax. 

I watched announcements for other movies. Some are too far in advance. I doubt we will have the opportunity to enjoy any of them before that business.

But, in the meantime, I do this uncompromised self-indulgence. Feels like it has to be a reason behind it. It does. It does not. I don’t even know should I say anything. Many people are in the same package. You included. I want to live, but does it compute. We will know in a moment. I have to say that I suck in some things, like chemistry. I doubt we will manage that part on time on our end. And a magic is only one blink away.

I enjoyed using Mastodon the entire week. It is easy and quick, much better experience than other social networks. TikTok just creeps me out and Instagram is garbage.

I will intensified exercise, because I want to skip all the complications, and I will do my hobbies, either blog or other stuff I like.